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I've done it for 9 days, and I want to go on. I had a c-section, on 1-12-07, and took a vicadon today, I blacked out for about 10 minutes then I was fine. Won't do that again. I've been afraid of eating during this time, and have moderately. Tomorrow, no more eating, cleansing for 10-25 days. Whatever it takes. Want the weight off, and to embrace this new way of life, raw. What about drinking the salt water when I need to eliminate, throughout the day. You Know? I'm starting to like this. The other day, I didn't because I was feeling very depressed and trapped. i spent a day alone and feel much better. I want the results of this cleanse, 40-50 lbs, and a healthier lifestyle permanent. I have to know why I am doing this or I start thinking its ok to cheat, and feel sorry for myself when I get self destructive thoughts, instead of seeing that all those things I have the oppurtunity to change, and they will change as I stay committed to this, and realize its kinda foolish to cheat this thing. I just have to get used to this really being apart of my new life, and that there is no turning back. My mind thinks it can, my soul wants complete restoration.

It is a good idea. I started my cleanse becuase I had to take antibiotics for bronchitis. this was what I used as the equivallent of a parasite cleanse. I did load up on acidopholus though.

"Ahhh. My first cup of lemonade tasted so good this morning. It's like an old friend, ya know? "

That's exactly what I thought!

I'm actually doing way better than expected. By this time on my first cleanse, I was taking naps in the middle of the day and spacey and feeling a little ooky. This time around, I feel fabulous! The three-week detox I did before must have helped tremendously. I worked out yesterday and today (not too hard, not trying to use muscle for fuel...eww..) and practiced yoga. Have been super awake, alert, clear and positive.

And I *finally* decided to try grey Celtic sea salt (finely ground) with the SWF. Oh, JOY. I'll never use any other kind of salt ever again. I sucked down that liter of water in no time, no bitterasstaste or anything.

I'm seriously considering doing 14 days.

I'm getting back on tomorrow. I ate a small meal today, after convincing myself to get off of it, then I found this tribe. Love to form a new life with you all. Need a lot of support and encouragement to do this. I wasn't hungry or needing to get off, just feeling depressed and thinking later would be better. i'm gonna stick with it now for 15-30 more days, I'm on day 9 now, except did not drink any lemonade. I am so unfamiliar with my body and what its doing and what it needs, and I'm out of touch with taking care of myself, and being good to me. Just had twins on the 12th. So dealing with some postpartom. Want to eliminate today, I havemn't at all, so I'll drink more tea, saltwater tomorrow.